Pra-hiatus

OK GUYS SO HERE IT GOES. We've already reach the second month of 2012 which is means that we-the senior year's student- are getting closer to both National Examination and SNMPTN. How do I feel about that? I absolutely definitely totally feel so insecure, depressed, and way more lack of motivation than before. Those feelings lead me to be more bipolar, high temper, sensitive, and these are make everything even worse. I dont even know whether I should focus for UN first or focus for both UN&SNMPTN for these very beginning. Okay whatever, I actually have so many stuffs to share but I should've not wasting my time posting on here, and I'd better start studying now asap. This probably the last thing I post till I successfully reach my aims, so I'll just type my pray, wishing that you-who read this post- would pray for me too whenever you read this post

In the name of Allah, the most gracious and the most merciful
I witness that there's no lord except Allah
And I witness that prophet Muhammad is the messenger of Allah

I testify that Allah is my lord
And I testify that Islam is my religion
And I testify that Muhammad is teh prophet and messenger of Allah
And I testify that the Holy Quran is my way of life

Ya Allah, please increase my knowledge, and please broaden my intelligences
Ya Allah, please answer my prayer

Ya Allah, please let me get what I always dreaming on. Please let me make my parents happy and proud of me. Please help me to get trhough all the hurdle that comes on my way to reaching my aim. Please give me the strength to not give up on my dream. Please give me your blessings all the time of my life. Please help me to get closer and closer to you, to be a better and better person ahead. LAHAULA WALA QUWWATA ILLA BILLAH <3