I give my first love to you

I give my first love to you/Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimini Sasagu is a Japanesse movie that appeared in youtube recommedation while I was watching a movie there several days ago. The story is about a boy and a girl who are in love since they're 8 years old. They grow up together and end up being a couple, but in sort of time they have to be separated. I have no idea how this movie with such a simple story would be touching and bring me to tears so damn much everytime I remember it! I definitely recommend this to you. Just W-O-W :'''')

“Life is so sad. It’s full of heartbreaks like this. But, I don’t regret a thing; that I met you, that I fell in love with you. If I were to meet you again, even knowing such sadness awaits me, I’d definitely fall in love with you again”

This is the letter made by Takuma

(in manga version)

I was debating about whether to write a will or not,
But if I died,
Just in case, I’d regret it thinking,
”I wish I wrote one”

I decided to write one.

Truthfully, I thought a video would be good.
I actually asked Ritsu-chan to help me.

But for me, I couldn’t do it.

So in the end, I chose to write a letter.

Please use this as my funeral portrait.
If you can, please make my funeral bright, not gloomy.

Mayu,
Please don’t cry, because I am very happy.

I don’t have any regrets.
I lived a fulfilling life.

But, you know, if I am saved…
There are heaps of things I want to do.

Even if I’m one year late…
I want to go to the same university.

Also, when we turn 20, just like I promised,
I want to hold a wedding.

Mayu donned in pure white…
It definitely be beautiful.

Oh, the pools!
I want to go to the pools!
Since I’ve never swam before, you’ll have to teach me.
Laughing is prohibited.
It’d be mortifying!

And then…

Of course, I’d like children.
I want to be a dad too.

Mayu,
You’ll definitely be a strict mom, so I’ll spoil the kids horribly.

A girl would be nice…
I want to say how cute she is every day.

Oh!
But if it’s a boy…
I wonder if we could play baseball together!
At our son’s sports meet, I’ll definitely be fired up!

Because of my illness,
At my sports meet, I could only sit and watch.
The class’s parent race was the only time the Kakinouchi could participate.
Dad was so fast…

I, too, if we have children, want to show them good things.

That is my dream.

Mayu, if I die, this is my last request.

In my stead, please fulfill my dreams.
You have to…have a family with someone and be happy.

Make sure you fall in love again with someone else…

But I hope…

I hope that our first love will be the fulfillment of that dream…

DIRGAHAYU 66th INDONESIA

HUT RI INDONESIA YANG KE 66

Semoga dalam menyongsong umurnya yang ke 66, pelajar Indonesia (khususnya yang sekolah di SMA gue) makin banyak yang keterima undangan di PTN yang diinginkan AMIN! LOOOOOOOL

Semoga pelajaran Pkn (somehow) bisa jadi pelajaran yang menyenangkan suatu hari nanti AMIN! Btw biar post nya ga terlalu nyampah, sekaligus menumbuhkan rasa nasionalisme bagi yang membaca, I suggest you to click THIS and enjoy!

ga belajar belajar nih gue jadinya, bye!

Hey!

Well hello guys, it's been a while since the last time I shared some story here. This whole first month of my senior year is really such a hard time for me. Evertyhing starts from my aim to reach the highest score in every single subjects which Im too obsessed with, and it leads me to work so hard and expect too much. But then most of the time in the end, I only get average or the same as students who didnt work as hard as me. At first, it's really a matter for me, but it isn't such a big deal anymore by the time.

I wasn't faced this hard time alone by myself, there are "the master of violin" and "the great master of science" whom be the person I talked with mostly, and where I got some advices from. Actually Im not agree in every of their opinion/advice, but there's still something I can get from them. One of them told me that 'there is no rainbow without a rain' . This is really such a powerful quote which can boost me up everytime I feel down. There is no rainbow without a rain unless you want to see the fake one just by draw it without waiting for the rain ends. But that fake one won't be as beautiful as the real one. And the other one, somehow (in unexplainable undirectly way) teach me how to be more tolerant, be nice and faced everything maturely. They're also the one who make me fully understand about what the real mean of that quote above is.

Yeah I have to say thanks a lot to both of them. I may be the btchst person they've ever known, but this is me with my own imperfection and someday (I hope) I'll handle all of those imperfection to be a better, better and better btch alive!

Okay thats all for now, thanks for those who spare their time just to read this such a rubbish. salam gaul! Dont forget to leave a comment yaaaaaa plsplspls

Usher-Separated

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated