16.5.11

:')

Something happen today and it really gives me so much pain. I have no idea how could that such a little thing could ended us up like this. I dont know what to say, I can't even drop my tears anymore. It is really hurt and I dont think you'll realize that Im hurt because I pretend like everything is fine and smile everytime. And I think you won't recognize the hurt behind that smile.
I dont know if it's what the best for us, but we've choosen this and I hope this really is.

Btw thanks for all the good memories in those past months and also for the bad memories. Those all help me to be a better person than before. And sorry for all the mistakes I made. I honestly still love you and I can't stop thinking about you and everything is completely absolutely totally hurts. Okay thats all, I have to move on. I know you've moved on already right? and Im sure you'll find someone better than me asap

6.5.11

Gombalan

a : papa kamu tukang pintu ya?
a : soalnya kamu selalu tau dimana pintu hatiku

a : kamu kayak baking powder deh
a : abisnya kamu bikin cinta aku makin besar setiap harinya

a : papa kamu diplomat ya?
a : soalnya hubungan di antara kita semakin lama semakin bagus

a : mama kamu tukan rujak ya?
a : soalnya kamu mengulek hatiku

a : kamu pasti punya pabrik gula
a : soalnya kamu manis sekali

a : papa kamu jualan selimut ya?
a : soalnya tiap ada kamu aku merasa hangat

a : kamu lalet ya?
a : soalnya kamu mengerubungi pikiran ku

a : kamu kayak kopi deh
a : soalny akamu sering bikin aku gabisa tidur

a : papa kamu nelayan ya?
a : soalnya kamu menjala hatiku

a : papa kamu nahkoda ya?
a : soalnya kamu selalu berlayar dihatiku

a : papa kamu penulis professional ya?
a : soalnya selama sama kamu cerita hidup aku jadi bahagia

a : kamu pemanah handal ya?
a : soalnya kamu memanahkan panah asmara dihatiku

a : papa kamu penyanyi dangdut ya?
a : soalnya kamu menggoyang hatiku

a : papa kamu petani ya?
a : soalnya kamu telah menumbuhkan benih cinta dihatiku

a : kamu interior designer ya?
a : soalnya kamu menghiasi hatiku

a : kamu kayak sendok deh
a : soalnya kamu mengaduk-aduk hatiku

a : papa kamu pemain gitar ya?
a : soalnya kamu menggenjreng hatiku

some of them made by b! ;D